When you have children you take a completely different view of the world … I used to look so polished, my hair was immaculate, my make up just right, my nails a different colour every other day! Then I had Lilliah, my beautiful princess, and every thing changed. I’m lucky if I have time to put on my mascara before leaving the house! This said I would not have it any other way, she has inspired me to pick up my writing again – every time I look at her angel like face I know she will be proud of me one day. I do what I do for Lilliah as well as myself. I want to leave her with something before I depart this wonderful planet, something that will maybe inspire her one day to full fill her dreams what ever they may be. I want to instill in her that any thing is possible if you want it bad enough, nothing is out of reach.
One thing I know for sure is that Lilliah makes everything that I have been through worthwhile, I believe that every step I have taken in my life was leading me to the point when I became a mother to my princess. Just the other day she said very seriously ” mummy what are you doing” I replied ” writing you a story” I then went on to explain to her that its a very special story for you to read when your all grown up like mummy. She then walked over to me and gave me a big kiss – priceless. There is no love like the love of a child. It is the highest of all honours to be a parent one that should never be taken for granted.
The child first and foremost.