As my story unravels it self on the pages before me I cant help wondering who that little girl was. I hardly recognise her, was that really me? I have learnt throughout my life that the human mind is capable of coping with just about anything, we all have a built in default button hidden in the depths of our mind. Whilst writing my book, I have travelled to places I never wanted to revisit, I have remembered events that haunted me through my whole childhood, that little girl I am writing about is far stronger than the woman I am today.
I want to travel back in time right now and say to her “everything is going to be ok” I want to tell her that there is a whole better world out there just waiting for her, all you have to do is get through your childhood and you will then control your own destiny. I have the utmost respect for this little girl. I look to my own daughter now and wonder at anyone who could cause any amount of pain to a child, its unthinkable to me I will never be able to understand.
I am on the most amazing journey with my book and I hope that when its finished you will all feel the same way when reading it. I am a firm believer that you can do anything if you put your mind to it, you just have to want it badly enough. A passion for anything can drive you forward at an unbelievable speed, I know I’m currently speeding at 200 miles per hour!!!
This world is a beautiful place we just need to open our eyes a little wider sometimes.